my online friend passed i mean we wasn’t even that close but still ther so many shit i wna tell her ong ,i kinda been doing bad again all the thoughts of self harm and all that bs been coming back my sleep been fuked 2 i stopped grindin like i used 2 i was just bsing like crazy. now im doing betta way betta im waking up be4 skl to work n just all the good stuff that keep me sane i feel sad n empty still cuz thers nobody like me i js want me a soulmate lmao but ts not that deep tbh i mean theres more good rn and im ovr doin good irl so yhh.